A multimedia poem series

Antidepressant Corpus

an anagram of  support and resistance
Twelve poems tracing the arc of belief, obsession, loss, and continuation β€” written through the language of Bitcoin trading, where the emotional and the financial are the same system described in different words.
our element lies deep..
below the peripheral line of sand..
conversation inaudible and bland..
up on metaphorical land
Begin
I

Conception

you know what i mean? when i say conception is an act unseen it occurs in the corridors of scale where all the majority can do is fail a billion fall around one chosen ball the winner gets life a journey of blunders a myriad of wonders where an ocean of numbers awaits fatesΒ΄ watching as you encroach approach it with no haste for the end is certain yet that which lies between here and the curtain not waste
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II

Induction

induction is the consumption of another's assumption a presumption that all they expose is right i like the conduction of knowledge but from a less populated college a source less known and out of sight seeds sown in silence self-guidance own-grown look in thyself the upper shelf in you is bright the night light of the mind burns through while the body tosses and turns in that dark hour the cranial flour does rise bakes slow til sunrise so let's feast on this invisible yeast that nature serves for free the science of this feature is undisclosed to me i'm indisposed to inquiry just grateful to devour see
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III

Abode

i bode farewell at last to the cloud that shrouds my past that casts a spell of sour on this hourglass home was a transient foam of froth now is where i shelter my stuff the soul is buried in that sacred space untouched by life's history and vast mistakes fakes are few when you reside in the theatre of the new and so with one last knock i flew the breadth of possibility rearranged and grand volatility wrapped each strand of change passion's depth runs steep untrapped for our element lies deep below the peripheral line of sand conversation inaudible and bland up on metaphorical land so just center on your own chart a heart whose tone is beating a drum that's fleeting but free no need to heed the social hum what nourishes your palate is unserved to some freed from the popular ballot your breed flourishes alone a hermit who's prone to not occupy just any stone that's served swim out my sister my brother drift beyond the herd
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IV

Form

been locked in this space too long encased in the stifled the stagnant and worn born as a cog in the wheel of the strong the have's from the havent's do steal a fallacy so real what's earned burned as calorie torn from hand fed to mouth then heads south a window opened with code light caught the invisible fight we'd had the air fresh with 0's arriving in pairs steaming and mad seething at a mound of candy that had burnt them in rows volatility came handy subtle and unseen the red could turn green when their path converged with math social capital re-formed rinsed and adorned with faces glimpses of that to come this chain of traces would outperform at the races by some on various shores and in numerous places vessels with doors getting ready to board the voyage reward
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V

Congregation

hey gather round you wanderers of reason the season is in cash is the trash you've been stashing in troves the robes of time are calling our name paper is maimed and falling our wealth is ailing in health and bawling as hash rates keep crawling up gravity's sleeves the leaves are stacking in line recorded as zeros on trees for none is a hero greater than one and history is written in rhyme see one moment you know it is followed by blow it scaled out indefinitely
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VI

Diversion

it seems diversion derails that wins become fails if your only aim is gold history's long foretold in youth becoming old seasons are shorted gains duly aborted turning to pains with time nothing remains bar stains on trophies of thine the thrill is in the doing the meing and the youing the adrenaline that is brewing so why not just enjoy the game the skilled to the lame for life is flowing in the vein
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VII

Possession

possessions are a collection of distractions infractions of truth reflections of the necessities of youth a kind of substance abuse horde them cut them loose uncord them overboard them learn to live beyond their gaze they haze your focus like hocus pocus lead you adrift enslavement is swift what matters has no label no face no cable to tie around your wrist there's nothing to grasp its atoms shift beyond your clasp like mist
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VIII

Brook

take a break they said have a sip of the brew i knew them well we'd met at the well aged two the smell of the potion was sweet and pungent those hounds were still locked in their dungeon born where colour got the stick he blew his horn with just one click made one hella of a noise that fella interstellar cars would whistle past come from tysons corner and mars yet that streak werent to last reality led to shits creek had the pole shoved high up my pass pained stained and partly maimed i stood back at the bar this time serve me a jar pass me a paper and pen in a distant field there had stood a shield pure knowledge it had dealed peeled the illusion the confusion of gain from my overstimulated brain the punch could get bloody if you flatter a hunch so study it well my friend the chart to the heart of matter is read from start to end all that and more he'd said foresaw what lay ahead drink up the brook you mistook for a lift was a gift from the left a swift right hook that drifted you on track now look forward not back
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IX

Redaction Suppressant I

resistance is a hindrance i've hit support a thin skin above much deeper shit we could be in console me with truths of much higher roofs i'll wait right here in this dark damp atmosfear but don't forget me i'm a hoddler a believer ya hear? "life is broken into cycles & phases" oh yeah sure got the tattoo a triangular stool starting to smell of it too just don't wanna fall through the floor what was forged by him and all of youse i hear it runs from door to door but I rode highs just moments before and now only have eyes on that ceiling the feeling of tectonic love is dim when the bag you're holding is slim bail brother bail head for stealth for they are trapped those leveraged hounds just crapped on all that wealth you thought you'd found
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X

Redaction Suppressant II

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XI

Hope

the definition of mission is a condition unknown to most a host to reason the abandonment of hope for secular treason no tasks that bind no masks in kind to hide your distant path you conquer the void in the dark devoid of light yet there in the emptiness of plight one gem you find reach for it blind tried tied and tested dense and alone a peach wrapped stone cranial tentacles wound you penetrate it to the bone delve deep my friend lost is profound
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XII

Rekt

the fear is there's no whale here just a hole in a pale plan failed dear washed up on the billionaire coast with a raft that's toast say "daft fuckr got rekt" I hear but hey my back is turned nothing has burned let it be clear ship's mate my craft is wait create hodl and hold not lured as bait for the bold sit 'n watch let the story unfold as new transforms into old
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